Garrry of course im just venting.. its healthier this way. But yeah sometimes when Im mad, I
just need to be left alone to wallow about in a pool of angst. but then I get over it..

I feel bad that I ditched my friend, twice, this past week. She needed my help with something, and I ditched her. I know that if I was in her shoes I'd be mad at me to!

Other than that... Im doing ok for the moment.. but Im sensing the stress of planning
a trip to New York AND Guyana...and also helping a friend plan a wedding that I'm very much involved in,because I'm the maid of honor. Now being the maid of honor isnt all flowers and puppies...there is a lot of planning that I have to do to make sure the bride is glowing and not stressed or hagard on her special day..so u know what that means?? IM GONNA BE FRAZZLED!!

Has anyone been reading the 2009 year book of Jehovahs witnesses?? if not think about it. its pretty amazing!